I miss you, Mom
It had been more than 18 months since you got sick. In time, you couldn ’ t do much. Cancer stole your capability. Seeing you in that condition was so hard for me. Spending time to serve you daily was a privilege for me. I was extremely tired but also satisfied. Mom, you passed all the stages, from the initial anger to the final acceptance of your condition. I learned a lot from you and your life. How you forgave everyone and told me to live my life. You didn ’ t want me to cry. It was not easy to do but I tried. On February 27,2021 you passed away, but sometimes I still wake up at night and think that I need to check on you. Only to realize you are no longer there. I miss you Mom and I love you. Jakarta, 21 August 2021, 6.09 PM Lina Kartasasmita